Well, here we are. This is the end. Well, sort of. It’s the end of a great adventure that started in November of 2015, when I first heard of Cowboys With A Mission. But as my sister’s tagline says,
“Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: if you’re alive, it isn’t.” –Richard Bach.
Once we got back from Mongolia, we spent a few days just kind of readjusting to being back in the U. S., and getting over the jetlag. I also had my third and final infusion in Billings. One of the men from the community took us to the ghost town of Kerwin as a treat, and that was very pretty. Apparently it was a gold mining town destroyed by an avalanche. It was pretty cool.
That week we went through some debriefing and re entry classes, and on Thursday we graduated from the DTS. Here we are at graduation, trying not to cry.
Then, the very next day, we all took off. My family and I spent the weekend at Yellowstone, which, as a side note, I was enamored with. I think it deserves all its hype, though, being from a place where I can visit the Smoky Mountains Nat’l Park anytime, I’m a little perturbed by the fact that you have to pay to get into national parks in the West. My only critique is because of the boardwalks (which of course are there only for our own safety), the whole place feels a little like a zoo, and there’s pressure to take a quick look at the hydro-thermal features and then move on so someone else can have a look, which wasn’t conducive to truly appreciating the sights. But that was my only disappointment. I must go back someday.
And finally the time has come to give you the full scoop on the drastic blog changes. Let me just tell you the story as it happened.
While we were in Zhunhaara, I started to feel really restless about the future, because it seemed like there were so many things I could go do now that I couldn’t pick one. My “halfway farm” was still the goal, but I was trying to find some stepping stones between it and college. So I started praying about it. I prayed about it every day for three weeks, and then every few days for two or three more weeks after that.
I began to feel like I hadn’t given my halfway farm to God. I think it’s an excellent idea, but I hadn’t really asked God’s opinion of it. So it took me a week to come to grips with that fact, and “give up” the halfway farm, so to speak. To be OK with doing it or not doing it, whatever God led me to do. College was included in this release of my plans to God’s safekeeping.
A week into my prayer marathon, I felt like God was telling me to skip college, which terrified me, of course, because I’m NOT a fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants type person. But I’d made a decision: that whatever I felt like God was telling me to do, I would do. So I very quickly came to grips with skipping college. Way more quickly than I could have if I’d made the decision on my own.
Then of course, the question was what I was to do instead. That answer took me two weeks to get, though in hindsight, I’d been getting the answer since mid-lecture phase through a series of unlikely coincidences and unintentional prophetic words. There is a YWAM base in western Montana, and I got a very clear feeling that spending the next two or three years there was the answer. Even knowing next to nothing about the ministry, I felt (and feel) confident that it’s the right direction.
So that’s my new plan. When we got back from Yellowstone, I wrote a letter to Montana, explaining the situation, and have since received a text, phone call, and email, and am now in the process of filling out the staff application.
I wavered really painfully for about a month about whether or not I should take community college classes while I work to get to Montana, or if I should just work, but eventually enrolled so as not to waste my scholarships and to be in a better position if I ever wanted to go back to school.
Then, because it will likely take me a while to get to Montana, what I’m hoping to do is spend 9 months learning to shoe horses at trade school, so that I can be a self supporting missionary. The cool thing about this particular horseshoeing school is that it is the only one in the country accredited by the Dept. of Education. This means it’s the only one giving an accredited certification, which is required by every other country in the world in order to work on horses. So with a certification from this school, I can shoe horses anywhere in the world, which would be great if I ever end up overseas for an extended period.
If you’re wondering what became of the halfway farm, I haven’t completely let go of it. I think it’s probably still in the works somewhere, I’ll just get there a different way than I thought. I may just be doing some globe-trotting first.
Long story short, this is why the blog has changed. The direction of my life has (just kind of) changed, and my priorities have gone through a continental shift. That’s why I’m so sure I’ll be doing adventuring. Cause it’ll be a close scrape to afford horseshoeing school and a long haul to Montana. But it’s coming. The Adventure Continues.
–Rhoda.